(period)

I lived in my imagination.

I construct it with my illusion.

I colour it with my memory.

I lived in my imagination.

I build my own blurry boundaries between what is real and unreal.

I create my own cycle that cannot be determined by time.

I lived in my imagination.

Often pretending to hug a surreal figure.

Embedded my self to my own fantasy land way behind my consciousness.

I lived in my imagination.

Playing in my own sandy box with my imaginary friend.

Singing along with arrhythmic tone.

I lived in my imagination.

Where i can hide in my own treasure box

Bury it and guessing who will found me a decade from now

This is surreal, this is unreal, this is a dream.

should i open this box and going out to retrace the reality?

go ahead

i just realize a second ago, that we all, living things are trapped in a huge circular time dimension, named cycle.

although i did know it for years ago, but i just realize now, that what we've been through these times will be repeated but in different times and events. nothing will be the same,neither our age nor the people who used to be with us, but what will be happened is similar.

can you get it?

neither do i, i don't understand what i wrote, but sure i believed that im now trapped in a cycle of life. and i enjoy it :)

twilight

"When violet eyes get brighter,

And heavy wings grow lighter,

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again"

-Vanilla Twilight (Owlcity)

y repentinamente, lo falto.

homesick

make me strong,please.

Anzac Day!

Sunday

Woke up at 12 pm, and realize that i was missing the Anzac parade, made me went around the city. Trapped in the tram that suddenly changed their direction to Elizabeth st made me met a Sweden girl named, Elonor. Bought a tall cup of chai tea latte for $4.30, warm enough for me to survive in 11 degree celcius night of Melbourne. Wrong-spelled name of Cynthia, made me wonder how can a local cannot spelled the english-like name right.

...bored and bored, made me, Stephanie and Serena decided to went to federation square to see the ferris wheel. It's cold and i was singing along like crazy among silence, missing someone in 3 hours time difference far sometimes could drive me crazy.

Monday

Woke up at 11 am, made me almost late for the appointment at 12 pm in front of State Library. Rushing my self by only grabbing one protein blast (milk) as my breakfast. Arrived on time, wandering around Swanston st-Exhibition st-Dorcas st-Lt Londsdale lane for only having a lunch. Ate at Ramen Ya, spent $10 for a bowl of massive ramen with Clara.

...had another appointment with Athari to accompany her to find a cake in Chapel st. Having a second round lunch, to help her finish up her teppanyaki in Kanpai. Didn't find the cake, so then moved along to Degraves st near Flinders station, went to Little Cupcake, and she's found it finally. Having a thought to go to that shop next week :)

And now is trying to start the Knowing Nature essay for my own sake, but stuck --"

...great!

dear saturday,

At 2pm, in the melbourne central:

At 4pm, in the tram on the way to st kilda:

At 5 pm, in the st kilda:

At 5.30 pm in the Monarchy cake shop, st kilda:

At 6.30 pm, in the tram on the way home:

OHYEAH!LONG WEEKEND I'M COMING = editing essays + 1 more essay to go,isn't it great --'

i was...

On Friday evening, I went to Brighton Beach in the edge of zone 1. Skipping biology lecture, and decided to doing sunset observation with Boun Bounxana Southidara, Lattana Thommaly and Saovaloth Julie for my mind, brain and behaviour 1 essay

On sunday afternoon, it was my laundry day. Met up a very nice lady from the laundry department staff, who paid up $4 for my dryer, thank you Anti :D

Then, on 4pm i went to collins street, exploring around city. Met Om Alex and Tante Ita in sofitel hotel. Went to Kew, until 9pm then going home. Had such revelation from God to clean up my room, and it is tidy for real :)

On monday, which is today, I woke up at 8.45 am, went to uni, have 3 lectures on a row and 1 tutorial. Surprised by my new biology lecturer, Mr Geoff Shawn, with his short, shirt, long socks and running shoes that didn't match at all. But apart from it, he was making me awake for an hour because it was very fun lecture :D

...and now, 10.24 pm on the same day, sitting in front of gracy, chatting with Muhammad Fatahillah Batubara and trying to finish up my 1000 essay about perception

don't have much more time to procrastinate the assignments.