Monday, March 29, 2010

a promise

happy 1 year and 7 months my dearest, muhammad fatahillah batubara
thank you for being mine
thank you for being my motivator
thank you for being my bestfriend
thank you for being there for me anytime i needed you
thank you for being my partner in crime

im longing to see you,tah
glad to be yours :D
alhamdulillah, thank you ya Allah,im very thankful

Tuesday, March 23, 2010


helloo peopleee, it's been a while im not updating my blog. Well yeah, im starting my new life, still just a beginning of something great in the future :D i have started my classes, quite a lot in terms of contact hour rather than my other friends. I made new friends, several of them were from other countries around south-east asia. I have learned a few survival tips to survive in this new country, I have learned how to be the tougher icha, I have learned to work my plan rather than just plan my work, I have learned that I have bestfriends that always supporting me in Jakarta, and im glad that i have them as the precious part of my life :D

A lot of things that i have learned from my 2 months in Melbourne, I have learned that is not easy to compete with other brilliant students in this #1 university in melbourne --" I have learned that commitment with our own goal is the most important thing to be prioritized, I have learned that it is not easy to be a sole teenager in the unknown country which far from her hometown, but I have learned to be very thankful for all of the things that i had now :D

Im still the same Icha from 2 months ago, still loving the same man from 1 year and 7 months ago, still trying to be strong in everytime heard his voice in skype, still trying to be stronger for him in doing this Long Distance Relationship, still trying to remember what was the reason she's been doing here, and still being the little icha who wants to be the best among the best.

Yesterday i had a short msn chat with my very best friends, Sahbudin and Rega Heriano, altough the were always asking me when will im going home, but the similar thing that they both told me is that i have to be strong and finishing things that i have started. I promised them that I will ended everything's well.
Fatah only said to me that keep struggling, because in the end what will we get it's worthed.

And yeah here i am, in front of my gracy, listening to bunch of songs doing my 800 words of CACL essay that due on the monday next week. doing nothing in 6 months was inhibiting my writing-essay neurons to be worked in a high speed --"

special thanks to: Muhammad Fatahillah Batubara, Ilham Fikri Habibie, Sahbudin, Rega Heriano, Serena Soraya Wenas, Stephanie Marsheila, Danya Adhalia Sjadzali, Mama, Papa for being my motivation :D

Saturday, March 13, 2010


Dear Mama and Adit,

im sorry i cant be there beside you both,
im sorry i cant hug you and tell you that i love you both no matter how far we are now,right in your ears
im sorry i cant make another surprise in your birthday
but thing that never change is
i will love you both and pray for you both in every single second that God has given to me for the best things in your life

thank you for being the best mom for me mom, without you im nothing
thank you for being my inspiration, without you im not who i am now
thank you for your smile and big hugs that always be there when i need it, without you i cant be survived here
and thank you thank you and thank you for being my mom, because without you i will not knowing anything about loving and caring people this much

happy happy 47th birthday mom, just pretend that i am now there with you and hug you and saying how much i love you :) thank you mom

and for my adit,

thank you for always being my little brother that can also be my older brother at the same time
thank you for your laughter every night when im bored
thank you for your patience in every single day when you have to be accompanied me when im driving
thank you for your silly-act that always and always made my day how matter dumb it is
thank you for knocking my door every night before you go to sleep and saying good night with your unique smile
thank you for these 17 years time that we've been spent together, we're not a little adit and little icha anymore,dek
our responsibilty is now getting bigger, not only for your IB and your university but also for mama,papa and aryo
im happy that you are already being a mature adit, more mature than me actually
i believe that you can get your own dream dek,dream large.
hang on to that couple words,dit.
i love you and miss you and aryo so much,cant wait to meet you both in June-July

happy happy 17th birthaday yaaa dit,hope i can hug you now and heard you saying "thanks" with your jaim act haha :D

Melbourne, 13th March 2010
Cynthia Annisa Ayu Hapsari

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Melbourne Central-Glen Waverly

Today i went to science work,in spotswood with Serena and Stephanie. It was a very challenging trip,since today melbourne was strucked by a heavy shower of ice. So,the wind wasn't friendly enough and it was so cold. At the first time,i thought it'll be just a short rain,since the forecast said it's only a light shower. But the fact is,melbourne is flooding --"
st kilda road is closed,kings way is closed,southern cross station is closed,and traffic jam nearly in every places.
as we arrived in city, i decided to go to glen waverly to meet my uncle there.and yeah,i took another train and guess has been delayed for 15 i was there,stood in the middle of multicultural people.
but yeahh, finally i got in,and still,rain won't stop pouring outside and little foggy has been a very good friend of mine along my journey.

That is why,it made me,kind of melancholly -__-
Causing,a song kept playing in my head along my 30 mins journey. Vanilla Twillight by Owl City. And you know,peoplee...automatically there was a command from my brain asked my hand to took a piece of paper and my eeyore pen from my purse. Then, i sketched. About LDR that i've been doing for these 7 months.

I miss him so much,peopleeee :( meeehhhh~

oh by the way,for all melbournians...OWL CITY WILL BE PERFORMED IN THE HI-FI - in COLLIN STREETS ON 19-20 MARCH 2010!AND IRONICALLY,THE TICKETS WERE SOLD OUT ALREADY --" soo,yeaaaahhhh. youtube is the only way hahaha
thank you fataaah for you precious morning news :)